possibly maybe.

Tue, 13 Jun 2006 07:27:12 GMT

I'm retiring my tired robot.

you'll find me writing in

xenomi

Fri, 09 Jun 2006 06:35:04 GMT

michi with incredibly short hair.(january)

eeks.
I'm worrying myself
more & more everyday.

I know there's feelings there.
I'm terrified of hurting him.

Tue, 06 Jun 2006 06:59:12 GMT

I felt like kissing him that day.

Thu, 01 Jun 2006 22:55:33 GMT

Hurray for summertime & unemployment.

I'm satisfied with the way this year turned out. Everything seemed to fall in place for me.
I'm hoping this summer will be amazing.

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[03]

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[06]

I've regained my muse. :]

Sun, 21 May 2006 06:19:59 GMT

askajbdaksjbfksajdboiadsnink

I AM FUCKING SICK OF YOUR SHIT.

Thu, 18 May 2006 04:02:14 GMT

Michi is very, very sad.

Wed, 10 May 2006 04:29:13 GMT

i am lonely.
i miss my friends. =/

no michi is the best kind.

Sun, 30 Apr 2006 16:17:32 GMT

Lately, I've been falling into a darker emotion that I thought I left behind with Chris & Jenni.
It's only coming back.

I've been taking the verbal beatings my dad lays on me.
& sometimes, I feel like exploding.

I thought I needed time to myself,
just to think, & sort things out into my head,
because my anxiety has been boosting back up...

& now Lynn thinks I use her for transportation,
even though I told her it makes me feel bad
that she drives everywhere.

Everything just adds up,
& makes me feel that I'm an even worse person
than I thought I was before...

No matter how much I clean, no matter how much I do for my father...
It's never ever enough.

This week has been horrible.

ORANGE.

Sun, 23 Apr 2006 14:33:35 GMT

I've been in a bad mood
almost all weekend.

I appreciate my friends
trying to cheer me up.

Lately,
I've felt isolated.

I've been having a lot
of really negative
anxiety lately..
it's not good.

ARGH.

Fri, 21 Apr 2006 21:14:12 GMT

I fucking hate dogs.

But anyways.
I'm tired.

At last, testing is done.
That's always good. I drew
the most awesome self-portrait
in the world. :]

[[EDIT]]

So my mood just got
fucked up.

I'm stressed as fuck,
& I still have to
do all these goddamn chores !

Thu, 20 Apr 2006 00:15:39 GMT

happy days seek happy nights.

I spent last night with two of my first
true friends. It felt really good
knowing I had them there, for all this time.

I miss some people.

[especially my britty pie.]

Sun, 16 Apr 2006 07:03:45 GMT

I am sick & fucking tired of these dramatic
ass girls.

Lies, lies, lies !!!

a unison.

Sat, 15 Apr 2006 16:04:27 GMT

I seem to never have these revelations at home.
Always in the morning, while my friend is still sleeping.

I'm pretty content with the way life is going right now.
I miss a few people. Old friends.

I miss James incredibly.
Jenni set me a text message that read,
"James is here".

I saw it, and I covered my mouth.
My heart stopped, and I felt myself
get overwhelmed with emotion.
I stopped breathing, & was almost
to the point of tears, until I told myself
to calm down, & call her first.

When she picked up,
the first words that came out
were "Are you lying to me?!"

& she replied, "No, I was asking you
if he was."

Talk about heartbreak.

Thu, 16 Mar 2006 06:08:46 GMT

lately, life's been fun.

how `bout you?

Sun, 12 Mar 2006 05:21:55 GMT

So I like ranting about girls on Myspace.
& Cheyenne thinks she's special for some reason,
& thinks whenever I have something mean to say on Livejournal, it's about her.

Sorry, girlie.
I've got nothing against you,
other than the fact you think
I'm infatuated with you & your changes.

& I'm sorry if I didn't make it clear to you,
that I apologized & told you pretty much everything
I said.

Sat, 11 Mar 2006 14:42:38 GMT

I fucking hate stupid-ass bitches who don't just say what they really want to say, & just try to fucking imply shit, assuming we're all fucking psychic & shit.

Spit it out, already, damn!

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 20:27:54 GMT

eeeks.

i need 35cents guyz.

Fri, 03 Feb 2006 20:57:11 GMT

first friday, babies !!

hit up da` cellie !!

ily`zz.

pics may be provided soooooon.

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 21:20:42 GMT

I'm so hungry, I'm getting nauseous.

I confess that in 2005 i...

( ) stayed single the whole year.
( ) got your first kiss.
(x) kissed someone new
( ) made-out for the first time
( ) made-out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) kissed in the rain
(x) fell in love
(x) fell in love with a fool
(x) had your heart broken
( ) had a stalker
( ) questioned your sexual orientation
( ) came out of the closet
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) gotten someone else pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ) gotten married
( ) had a divorce
( ) had a gay marriage
( ) kissed someone of the same sex
(x) dated someone you'll never forget
(x) done something you've regretted
(x) lost your true love
(x) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under miseltoe

WORK/SCHOOL

( ) got a promotion
( ) got a pay raise
( ) changed jobs
( ) got a job
( ) lost your job
( ) quit your job
( ) dated a co-worker
( ) dated your boss
( ) dated your boss' daughter/son
( ) got fired from your job
( ) got straight A's
(x) met one teacher you really like
(x) met one teacher you really hated
(x) found the subject you love
(x) failed a class
(x) cut class
(x) skipped school
(x) got into a fight with a classmate
(x) did something you were proud of
(x) discovered a new talent
(x) gave the teachers a reason to teach
( ) proved yourself an idiot
( ) embaressed yourself in front of the class
( ) fell in love with a teacher
( ) got a lead in the school play
( ) made a varsity team
( ) made a junior varsity team
(x) were involved in something you'll never forget
(x) got sent to the office

OTHER

(x) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
(x) ran a mile
(x) listened to music you couldn't stand
(x) double-dipped
( ) skinny-dipped
( ) went to a sleepover
( ) went to camp
( ) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
( ) flirted shamelessly
( ) visited a foreign country
( ) visted a foreign state
(x) cooked a disasterous meal
(x) lost something important to you
(x) got a gift you adore
(x) realized something new about yourself
( ) went on a diet
( ) tried to gain weight
( ) dyed your hair
(x) came close to losing your life
( ) someone close to you died
(x) went to a party
(x) drank alchohol
(x) drank alchohol underage
( ) tried drug(s)
( ) got drunk
( ) got arrested
(x) read a great book
(x) saw a great movie
( ) saw a movie so scary that it made you cry
( ) saw your favorite band/artist live..
( ) saw someone famous in person
(x) did something you want to tell everyone
( ) Enjoyed this year overall

i am currently depressed.

as long as you go.

Thu, 29 Dec 2005 01:29:51 GMT

stop avoiding me.

you'll be sorry later.

Thu, 17 Nov 2005 20:16:17 GMT

I got bored. :]

Wed, 22 Dec 2004 07:26:54 GMT

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Michi-Mo