[[!!!]] [Tuesday June 13th, 2006 at 2:25am] I'm retiring my tired robot. you'll find me writing in xenomi

[[4 !!!]] [Friday June 9th, 2006 at 1:29am] michi with incredibly short hair.(january) eeks. I'm worrying myself more & more everyday. I know there's feelings there. I'm terrified of hurting him.

[[1 !!!]] [Tuesday June 6th, 2006 at 1:57am] [ mood | crazy ] I felt like kissing him that day.

[[2 !!!]] [Thursday June 1st, 2006 at 5:39pm] [ mood | artistic ] [ music | Lover's Spit // Broken Social Scene ] Hurray for summertime & unemployment. I'm satisfied with the way this year turned out. Everything seemed to fall in place for me. I'm hoping this summer will be amazing. ( SCHOOL'S OUT ) I've regained my muse. :]

[[1 !!!]] [Sunday May 21st, 2006 at 1:18am] [ mood | frustrated ] askajbdaksjbfksajdboiadsnink I AM FUCKING SICK OF YOUR SHIT.

[[2 !!!]] [Wednesday May 17th, 2006 at 11:01pm] [ mood | lonely ] Michi is very, very sad.

[[6 !!!]] [Tuesday May 9th, 2006 at 11:27pm] [ mood | stressed ] i am lonely. i miss my friends. =/

[[4 !!!]] no michi is the best kind. [Sunday April 30th, 2006 at 11:09am] [ mood | enraged ] Lately, I've been falling into a darker emotion that I thought I left behind with Chris & Jenni. It's only coming back. I've been taking the verbal beatings my dad lays on me. & sometimes, I feel like exploding. I thought I needed time to myself, just to think, & sort things out into my head, because my anxiety has been boosting back up... & now Lynn thinks I use her for transportation, even though I told her it makes me feel bad that she drives everywhere. Everything just adds up, & makes me feel that I'm an even worse person than I thought I was before... No matter how much I clean, no matter how much I do for my father... It's never ever enough. This week has been horrible.

[[2 !!!]] ORANGE. [Sunday April 23rd, 2006 at 9:29am] [ mood | anxious ] I've been in a bad mood almost all weekend. I appreciate my friends trying to cheer me up. Lately, I've felt isolated. I've been having a lot of really negative anxiety lately.. it's not good.

[[1 !!!]] ARGH. [Friday April 21st, 2006 at 4:03pm] [ mood | stressed ] [ music | STOP AND GO || dignan ] I fucking hate dogs. But anyways. I'm tired. At last, testing is done. That's always good. I drew the most awesome self-portrait in the world. :] [[EDIT]] So my mood just got fucked up. I'm stressed as fuck, & I still have to do all these goddamn chores !

[[2 !!!]] [Wednesday April 19th, 2006 at 7:12pm] [ mood | nostalgic ] [ music | SILVERSCREEN [malibu mix] ] happy days seek happy nights. I spent last night with two of my first true friends. It felt really good knowing I had them there, for all this time. I miss some people. [especially my britty pie.]

[[1 !!!]] [Sunday April 16th, 2006 at 2:02am] [ mood | aggravated ] I am sick & fucking tired of these dramatic ass girls. Lies, lies, lies !!!

[[!!!]] a unison. [Saturday April 15th, 2006 at 10:56am] [ mood | hungry ] I seem to never have these revelations at home. Always in the morning, while my friend is still sleeping. I'm pretty content with the way life is going right now. I miss a few people. Old friends. I miss James incredibly. Jenni set me a text message that read, "James is here". I saw it, and I covered my mouth. My heart stopped, and I felt myself get overwhelmed with emotion. I stopped breathing, & was almost to the point of tears, until I told myself to calm down, & call her first. When she picked up, the first words that came out were "Are you lying to me?!" & she replied, "No, I was asking you if he was." Talk about heartbreak.

[[2 !!!]] [Thursday March 16th, 2006 at 12:07am] lately, life's been fun. how `bout you?

[[5 !!!]] [Saturday March 11th, 2006 at 11:18pm] So I like ranting about girls on Myspace. & Cheyenne thinks she's special for some reason, & thinks whenever I have something mean to say on Livejournal, it's about her. Sorry, girlie. I've got nothing against you, other than the fact you think I'm infatuated with you & your changes. & I'm sorry if I didn't make it clear to you, that I apologized & told you pretty much everything I said.

[[!!!]] [Saturday March 11th, 2006 at 8:39am] [ mood | awake ] I fucking hate stupid-ass bitches who don't just say what they really want to say, & just try to fucking imply shit, assuming we're all fucking psychic & shit. Spit it out, already, damn!

[[2 !!!]] [Thursday February 9th, 2006 at 2:28pm] eeeks. i need 35cents guyz.

[[1 !!!]] [Friday February 3rd, 2006 at 2:55pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | MATERiAL GiRL ] first friday, babies !! hit up da` cellie !! ily`zz. pics may be provided soooooon.

[[!!!]] [Sunday January 1st, 2006 at 2:59pm] [ mood | nauseated ] [ music | youre ] I'm so hungry, I'm getting nauseous. ( confessions on a dancefloor. ) i am currently depressed.

[[!!!]] as long as you go. [Wednesday December 28th, 2005 at 7:27pm] [ mood | melancholy ] stop avoiding me. you'll be sorry later.

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